Welcome to my life.
When I woke this morning with a 101 degree fever and a major headache, I thought, oh, today will be a quiet day. I won't go into school, the fake boyfriend won't bug me, and MAYBE, just maybe, a cute guy will msg me to ask where I might be.
No such luck.
See, I'm in love with the fake boyfriend. We weren't allowed to see one another for the longest by parental issues, and during the duration of that time, we became engaged and I casually dated another guy. This constitutes "cheating" in the fake boyfriend's eyes. But now, my parents love him, and it just so happens the land I'm living on now is prime hunting land, so in order for the fake boyfriend, who by the way, has a girlfriend now, to hunt it, he must pretend to be my boyfriend. Which, ya know, is great in his book.
In mine? It's okay. The sex is awesome. But really, He's taking it WAY way way out of proportion. I'm suddenly not allowed to talk to other men. Or even text them. Even girls' nights out are unexceptable, even though he's gone all weekend with his real girlfriend. He always finds out.
Yeah, I'm in love. But.... See, I have this best friend. He's gorgoues. 21, 6'4", 195 pounds of pure muscle, dark brown hair and big blue eyes and a Josh Harnett-worthy face. Really. We've been best friends since birth, and grew up together. He was my first kiss, was there for my first beer, and was around the night I wrecked my first car. He wasn't the loss of my virginity, though, the fake boyfriend took care of that, but I Love the best friend. About a year ago, though, his girlfriend got pregnant, so they got married. And divorced 2 weeks after little Hunter Claire was born because The wife got arrested for Possession and Prostitution. So the best friend? Still an adorable party boy... And great best friend... But a daddy.
God, I need help.
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Just because hes a daddy doesn't mean you have to be a mama. If you love him, really... you should be able to over look the issue. Love him and his baby and be a better woman to him than anyone ever has. If you care for him so much, he deserves it. thats just my two cents.... what do I know.
Nothing wrong with dating a daddy. I am a mom and most of the dad's are not as selfish and more caring. Just a thought. :)
Cindy
www.adayinthelifeofcindy.blogspot.com
Follow your heart... If you want to be with him go for it. X
Its complicated. Its not just the fact that he is a daddy, its the fact that I'm in love with two people-the fake boyfriend and the best friend. Its complicated! Keep Reading :)
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